What I am to you is not real

One of my favorite things to do is go hiking and listen to Damien Rice. It clears my head...I don't know if it's the hiking, the Damien, or the combination but it works. Even if I'm having the sh*ttiest of days, I cannot remain in a pissed off mental state when I reach the top and can see the entire city through a lovely haze of smog. I can't describe it really...not in any poetic way that would do it justice. It's just one of those things.

Last night I somehow in my sleep pulled a muscle in my shoulder/back and it kept me up forever just trying to find a comfortable sleeping position. I don't know how this happened as I've had the same position for most of my 25 years- on my left side, arm under my pillow, and another pillow tucked between my legs- it's never let me down...until now. So I had to lay on my back w/ no pillow while simultaneously trying to massage my own shoulders. Do you know difficult that is, giving yourself a massage? It doesn't quite have the same effect as when someone else does it.

Emily just IM'ed me the funniest thing our friend Jon Mark said the other day and now I'm going to post it, mainly b/c it makes me laugh and I miss him a lot when I hear things like this:

He was talking about how he got his mom to call the superintendent of a school he applied with so he might get the job and he goes "Call me Dr. Nepotism but I didn't got to nepotism school for 8 years to be called Mr."

Also, she just informed me that he, Dustin, and Daniel are recording a rap song. Since you have no idea who these guys are, let me just say- they're not rappers. No offense guys, I'm sure it will be awesome.

I'm contemplating asking my coworker who saw Star Wars yesterday how Anakin becomes Darth Vader...b/c I'm sort of curious and don't think I'll actually go see the movie.

I find this hilarious: F-word costs TV guy a job

TV reporter Arthur Chi'en was canned by WCBS/Ch. 2 yesterday after he shouted the F-word at two meddlers who horned in on his live shot.

Now you'll never anchor the 6 pm news...never! Mu wah ha ha.

Do I find Logan Marshall Green aka Trey on the OC attractive simply b/c he's on TV? Or is it b/c I'm tired of looking at Ryan and Seth so I welcome any new face (minus Zack)? Whatever it is, I'm probably the only one out there who took his side after he accosted Marisa. As I said several times last night, "He was hopped up on coke, he didn't know what he was doing!" ("hopped up"- since when do I say things like this). Even when he almost bashed Ryan's head in w/ a telephone, I still had his back. "It was self-defense!" "He's not a bad guy, he just does bad things!" "He's been dealt a bad hand in life!" Wanting to make out w/ someone does crazy things to a girl.
R.